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Concern... Feb. 27th, 2005 @ 09:54 pm

Hey ya guys, I know its been a long time from my last post on here. I'll try to post more here. But to the matter at hand.

I have a friend who has, at least I think, has visted The House of Eternal Dreams. And of course like the last time I was there I didn't like it and for thoses here who have been there know what I am talking about. But she asked me a hard question that I coulnd't give a good ancwer to. Where is it at?

Well the best I could come up with from trying to look for it agian was that its a place that is parerall to the astral and etheral planes.

I don't supose anyone has figured it out yet?

Current Mood: surprisedsurprised

An Introduction.... Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 09:22 pm
Good evening to all. I thought since I decided to join the community I'd better introduce myself:

All in all: I am me, whatever that is.

Everything and nothing at once, as we all are, which, although poorly put, has been the best way for me to describe it in the english tongue, in which I think of as crude and far too in-specific for my tastes.

Mostly I am just a lost and lonely soul that has wandered to and fro for seemingly an eternity, although in comparison with all things, it has only been a short time....

I've been met with skepticism (even from myself), scrutiny, and even downright cruelty when sharing memories et morte, from past lives. Once being subjected to the whims of a man I KNEW from a life, and who played mind games with me, driving me to the brink of insanity.... He'll deny it now, say it was me playing games with him, but I will not forget the day he admitted to me what he had done.... And then another of my friends who was sweet to my face and then called me crazy behind my back... *sighs in remembrance* I hope that such repetitions will not occur, least of all here.

A formal title of mine is The Lady Sorrow, and to it I keep, for it is still a true title.
I shed my tears in the night and think of the sea....

I am not without my share of sins. I have done wrong and lamented for it, but I rejoice in having found new beliefs which have consoled me. May I continue to strive forward and not falter. May we all learn and grow to become the one thing our hearts ultimately ache for: to be whole again....

Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: Final Fantasy N Generation

Feb. 10th, 2005 @ 09:13 pm
Hey there.  Just a question out of curiosity.

Does anyone here concern themselves with spirits?  I’m not referring to dead people or anything, really.  I mean...like, spirit guides and such.  It's more like...people from your past life who, say, are present inside your mind sometimes.  And if you don't associate with them, does anyone have any opinions on the subject or anything relative to it?  (I just say "spirits" because it's a bit of a personal habit.)

Responses greatly appreciated.  I'm just wondering if anyone knows what I'm talking about.  ^_^
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed but tired
Current Music: Keane -- "Sunshine"

Jan. 29th, 2005 @ 12:08 am
Hello from Michigan

My name is Chris, and I have always belived in the "un-real." Last year, during my first year of college, I realized that the un-real was more real than I had ever believed. In that time, I have remembered images I have seen my whole life. I believe in my most recent life I was a sorcerer of types during the middle ages in Europe, possibly present day germany. That is the most clear one anyway.

I believe that I have been human in most, if not all, of my lives.

The question I pose to the community is how to deal with past lives issues and destiny. I believe that in every live, I have been given a choice. A choice between happiness through myself, and happiness through relationships. Everyday I feel the pull of my past lives pulling me towards being alone, independant of the rest of society. It feels as though I have never even made a choice, it was simple logic to rely on myself.

This life has proved otherwise. No matter what, I keep screwing up relationships (both friendship and romantic). However, this society is not as accessible to hermits as previous societies have been. How do we cope with new societies?

I feel so... out of my element. I would give anything to go back to my last life, to be happily alone.

If anyone has any suggestions, please post.

Nothing much Dec. 12th, 2004 @ 12:49 am
I haven't been online in awhile and so on and so forth, but how is everybody?
(I've been taking my finals and have been busy with school)
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
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» Konnichi wa :D
'ello. I'm Maku and I came here with Carzoni and Taki *clings to them* So...just posting to let you guys know I exist ._.' and...I'm like Taki and Carzoni too ^^; 'cept I'm a wind demon/elemental. Yeah. I don't have as many memories as they do, but only a few. I'm spending my time here for something I did as well, but I just can't seem to remember what it is ^^; heh heh....>.>; I have nothing else to say. So, see you guys around.
» Hullo, everybody.
I'm new here, so I figured I'd say 'Hullo'. So, Hullo. Well, anyway, my friend Talikada told me that she joined this and I figured I'd join, too.

Anyway, about me being here. Same as Taki. Actually, I was the one with the insane idea that got us here. It really wasn't worth this, but, whatever. More about that, later.

To give you some insight from the beginning my name was Yitasha Carzoni Kataii. Oh, and I was a fire demon, mainly. I mean, I have other elements because I guess you could consider me a 1/32 breed, or somefink.

I've talked to spirits before and seen them as well, but I've never gotten to deal with auras, tarot cards, and the such. I've always wanted to, though, so I hope you can give me some tips or something, sometime. That'd be nice.

Besides that, I was what I call a 'being.' Not a human, but a humanoid person. An alien of sorts, but not lyke the Greys. People with the ability to change shapes, and who have oddly-colored eyes/hair/ etc. Oh, and animal ears/tails. Stuff of that sort.
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I wanted to ask if anyone had any information on the wizard Jaha?

or if anyone knows anything important about strong demons that are unlike the ones everyone hears of



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» new layout
I changed the layout, it's sort of boring, but it doesn't hurt your eyes.
How many people here take an interest into Aura, and if so, what time of the year does it seem the strongest?
I know mine feels strongest around mid-november.
» Your mod is back from the dead
Wow! What a gift; my internet works again and I see we have two new members! This is wonderful. After all, I thought I might of needed to give internet CPR to what I thought was a dying community!

I am anxious for you all to share your thoughts and opinions and discuss memories (maybe even look for someone you may remember) ^_^

This is cool... okay...

Who here uses runes, crystals, and/or tarot?
I have been using them for about 6 years now, and I am a firm believer in the power of all three.

What was your physical form in your past life?
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